Am I happy?

Hi everyone!!!

How are you all?

Are you happy?

How much happy are you?

How can you measure happiness?

Can you make others happy?

I'm working in an IT company. I was thinking that going to work is the reason for my happiness. Working, earning money, hanging out with friends, clearing exams, chatting with friends, shopping, are these the source of happiness?

I can hear many of you telling,"Yes of course!!!". I was also saying the same answer. But today I feel that I was wrong.

For me the total happiness is being with my parents. I miss them a lot :-( Today they went to my hometown. I am staying in hostel for nearly four years. But even today my heart is paining when I see them leaving me :'(


                             


My parents are old. But I wasted four years in hostel instead of staying with them. Now I feel sad for staying away. Even now I'm away from them. I feel like quitting my job and going to my home to stay with them, live with them happily.

                 

Am I the only one feeling this way? One bitter truth according to my opinion is,"How many friends or relatives may be with us, nobody could replace our parents". I am really feeling sick. And the most idiotic thing I did today was, I fought with my amma. She kept on convincing me, but I ignored her. Even though I talked with her after she boarded train, I am feeling bad :-(

                                   


I want to go to my amma and vappa:'( My heart tells," Quit your job you idiot, go to your hometown, even a small job in your hometown staying with your parents will make you happy. Life is short, Live it happily!!!".

What am I supposed to do now?

The only thing I could tell my parents confidently is:

                                  


 But I couldn't help myself from missing them. I feel as if I wasted all my days without staying with them. Shall I go back to them???